Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:27 PM

Currently doing my english summary and i just can't get my braing to concentrate on what i'm suppose to do.Reason because of my headache that has been going on since yesterday and is really killing me and another reason is because of someone who i call "boyfriend"

Just got off the phone with him, we got into an argument which i think is pure dump.The argument happen right after i think that our relationship is getting better and no more argument but i guess my assumption was just pure wrong.

We got into an argument all because of i went online without informing him which actually i didn't.My msn is auto sign in once i on my computer larh like what the hell! He knew i was online and said this " i can't believe you went online without telling me even when you promised". Can you imagine if your boyfriend were to say it to you like almost everytime when you do something wrong by accident.Like hello! NO ONE IS PERFECT!!

This has been happening a lot of time and whenever it happens i always get frustrated but i just have to control my anger.I know i'm a good girlfriend *evil laughs*
But today i just couldn't control my anger and my feelings, i just speak everything out from my mouth and everything that i have been holding back and it seriously felt good and i was happy for myself :D
Even though i spoutted everything out, i still felt bad because some how or rather i know i've hurt him some where in between our convesation.

BABY; what is wrong with you? do you even know when you keep saying "i can't believe you...." and so on it makes me feel guilty and bad.well, i guess you don't even know how i felt because your not me but have you ever thought of how i felt? i guess not too! it sure does make me feel guilty and bad when you said that. and most of the time i'm the one who is giving into you and you know what i mean by GIVING IN but is this what i get in return? i tried so hard to please you and show you how much i appreciate having you in my life but i guess it's worthless because whatever i do you only see the negative side of my doings only. i want us to go back to before!

But school was as usual tirering but funny too. Today's joke between the girls was to chose among three guys "Jason, Jervis an Benedict" who will i chose for Sex, Marriage and Kill.I know it's pure random and you know what i chose? I chose Jason for Sex, Jervis to kill and Benedict for marriage.Sorry guys, this is just for joy and laughter and just to kill time :D

This will be the end of my post, i know this is a long post i know(: