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Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:27 PM "your supposed to be the boy that i need by my side no wait, your supposed to be the GUY that i need by my side"  It's official, once again I've lost love.Is there a sign on my forehead saying "don't be in love with Nana?" or "make Nana fall in love with you and than leave her?" I'm serious people, this has happen to me twice and trust me I'm really hating this.This feeling in me is really killing me, why can't anyone just take a knife and stab to death.Wouldn't that be better and easier compared to hurting me non-stop.I feared so much that history will repeat itself, that in the end i lost the guy that i love.And the guy whome i need by my side.Now, because of my fear that took over most of me, i've officially lost the guy i love.BUMMER I'm seriously not strong to be handling this.Didn't sleep the whole night yesterday kept on regretting on my actions. In the end, the next day i have puffy eyes and walked and behaved like a zombie.Was exceptionally quite today, didn't talk much.And i had breakfast at 10.30AM to last me the whole day. You know who you are, this is for you; You may say you're not worth crying for.But for me, your worth every single tear.You just mean alot to me.Yes its only a month plus that we've known each other but, i just feel that we've known each other for a very long time.CRAZY MUCH? It's the fact. And i know that i have kept some things from you but i told you everything now.Trust me, i wont and i shall not keep anything from you.And please please please believe me when i say that I LOVE YOU.I really meant what i said and it's not a lie, it was never a lie.And so, i just hope that you wont leave me.But if you still insist on leaving, i cant be holding you back. |
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 Nur Amalina Roslee; LYNN est. 201093; 18 yet so aimless Mum's precious diamond & Dad's little girl I'm hard to please & i hurt people alot I'm nice but i can be pretty nasty at times chocolates & ice-creams brings me JOY i'm not perfect and so are you_|_ TAGBOARD
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