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Monday, September 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:13 AM It's reaching 1AM and i am still awake.Feeling tired but i just can't put myself to bed and grandfather is outside watching the television.So here i am updating my blog to kill time and to keep my company.
WARNING! the post you are about to read might be boring as i'm just pouring my heart out here.So, continue reading if you wish but stop reading if you think it's nonsensical or boring.Basically this post is just for that special someone.I don't think i should mention as i hope and i think that person might know already.But to keep everyone inform,the person i am mentioning is MR M. But before i start to pour my heart out here.Here's a picture of my beloved elder brother who has just turned 20 today.Sadly on his birthday he had to enter camp and the family didn't celebrate it too.But i am sure he had a great celebration with his friends the other day.Once again, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ELDER BROTHER!  Here is where i start to pour my heart out.Continue reading if you wish but if you don't, you may just make your move.Do yourself favour and keep all your negative comments to yourselves. I know it's been some time since everything ended.However,it was a shocking end for me and i just couldn't make myself forget about you.I can put on a smile and act as usual when im with my friends and family.But no one out there knows my true feelings.I know it's the past,but couldn't there be chance that we may start afresh?I'm not asking for more but for you to ponder about this.You made a hasty decision over something that i still don't understand.Maybe it was my fault but that doesn't mean we have to cut off everything.And forget about the great times we spent.Have you ever wondered if you have stayed,there will be greater memories and greater times spent.As for me, i wondered about it most of the time.Just so you know,the great times spent with you are still in my mind.Weirdly, i still could remember the events and the places where we met up.But the thing i can never and will never forget is the very first time we ever met up with each other.Wait it was the 2nd time we met up the first time we met was when i accompanied MR A to the CAGE.Nevertheless, i still treat it as our first meet up.It started out with meeting point at LJ NP,than trained to town to catch a movie and after movie trained home and went our separate ways.And from there only we drew closer.From than on, we keep on meeting up.Well, not everyday, it was like a 1week once thing.Even though we barely meet up,the time we spent are sure to be filled with laughter and smiles non-stop. That is basically what i have to pour out.I hope everything will be back to it's normal? Everyone wants to be loved.And i mean EVERYONE.If you remembered, we started off with being friends and close of friends and a sudden love for each other but than when it was blooming,you pulled back and left me hurt.Give it a chance,let's redo everything and turn all the wrongs to right? |
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 Nur Amalina Roslee; LYNN est. 201093; 18 yet so aimless Mum's precious diamond & Dad's little girl I'm hard to please & i hurt people alot I'm nice but i can be pretty nasty at times chocolates & ice-creams brings me JOY i'm not perfect and so are you_|_ TAGBOARD
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