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Sunday, December 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:22 AM  Firstly i'm not in any stable position now.I'm freakishly fragile now and i can cry any minute.WAIT! i'm actually doing it right now.I'm actually letting my emotions run wild in my head and fearing the worst things that anything can happen in my relationship.No intention to share here, it's my private life story.Only between me and dearest.But i just to say this to dearest here and for those who wants to read have fun reading. DEAREST; i noe i'm freakishly self centered at times and all those negative things you can think off i'm sure there's too many to list it down here.but suddenly it seems like history is repeating itself and i'm fearing the worse that can happen.just to sum this up, i'm dreadfully sorry :( Alright back to my update.It won't be long as my mind isn't really funcitoning well.All i want to do is just sit on my bed with the lights off and cry.Yes i cry when no one's looking.Call me a cry baby for all i care.It's what i do best and this may sound weird but after crying it kind off make me feel better.As many people know, i'm pretty fragile and sensitive and i tend to cry even over the slightest thing. I won't be updating regularly as i'm busy with work and once i get home i'll be too lazy to update my blog and a little tired too.Wait! not a little actually extremely tired.Even working in the office is also tirering alright. So, i've gotten my "N" results and it was actually above expectations.I thought i would be getting 19 and would be failing maths but thank god i got a 16 and i passed my maths.YES! I PASSED MY MATHS! for the extreme first time of my secondary school life.So, to where will i be heading after my "N" you may ask.I'll be going up to higher nitec instead of sec5.Yes, i was given the choice to go up to sec5 but i still want to go Higher Nitec.As i'm afraid i won't be doing well in sec5. I'm done updating here.My mind is blank now and i'm crying like there is no tomorrow.Ouh and to my dearest avid reader i'll talk about my room and post pictures up real soon.I've yet to complete unpacking my stuff and reorganising everything and my room is still not fully decorated.So, hold on yeah.And to end my post, let me show you my dearest cousin ADREANA who never fails to make me smile when she comes to visit.She's my adorable little munchkin that i love so much and she is actually wearring my shades.YES! my little vainpot  |
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 Nur Amalina Roslee; LYNN est. 201093; 18 yet so aimless Mum's precious diamond & Dad's little girl I'm hard to please & i hurt people alot I'm nice but i can be pretty nasty at times chocolates & ice-creams brings me JOY i'm not perfect and so are you_|_ TAGBOARD
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