Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:13 PM

Got back home from the outting at only 8.30PM and thank you AFIQ for picking me up at the very last minute.YOU ROCK DUDE! and stop swimming so much larh.

Talked about swimming, today i went swimming with FREDA at my place.We swam from 5.30PM-6.30PM and we did some catching up too.It's been some time since we chatted too, remember "kening draw babe?" (inside joke)

After swimming and done with washing up.Sat with AFIQ and DOMINIC as they both was waitting for SYAM.STUPID AFIQ! orang ajak swimming same-same tak nak tapi bile orang da abes swimming baru kate nak swim, belo punye orang.Next time must swim together, so keco-keco.Once SYAM arrived, FREDA and i headed back to my place as it was already 7.30PM and our stomachs were growling.

In all my two days are all right, see i'm starting to get back on my feet now but with help ofcourse.FIRMAN; i hope your doing it too cause i know you can do it :D

Saturday, March 28, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:40 PM

How is your first week of school darlings? Mine was extremely sucky and tirering.Its only the first week of school and i've been sleeping pass 12midnight and the latest i slept was at 3 or 4 in the morning.I don't know how far i can handle this, maybe in a few weeks time i'll be ending up in the hospital due to the lack of sleep,not enough food in my body and maybe dehydration too because of crying until no more tears to cry.

But thank god i have great friends by myside who's always there for me when i need them the most.They are the ones who make me smile when i'm feeling down, my shoulder to cry on and also they are always there to hear on my problems.They are the friends who are really special to me and i thank god for them in my life.
Thank you JASLYN, XIU FEN, CHELSEA& AMANAH (:


You people might want to know why did i cry till there are no tears for me to cry right? To make the story short my relationship with the FIRMAN has ended! Leaving my life with my girlfriends and guyfriends that i have and making more friends and no on can stop me. No more "MANLINA" anymore now is just ME& HIM leaving life seperately.

GOODBYE FIRMAN!

Friday, March 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:50 PM

I'm back from my 3days 2nights chalet with the family and trust me i'm seriously tired.Have been sleeping real late at the chalet because of midnight bowling with the family and cousins.Eventhough i'm really tired and i have not gotten enough sleep, i still couldn't get myself to sleep at home and i think i have eye-bags.

When i was at the chalet i was having both fun and also feeling down, too emotions at one.I'm having fun cause of the cousins around me and the kecohness around.I felt down because i was really missing the boyfriend really bad and before i left we didn't got to meet up.
That will be all.. till than :D

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:02 PM

It's the holidays but it doesn't feel like holiday for me.I sure have tones of assignment to be completed but i'm still not done with it yet.Call me a lazy pig i know, i just don't have the mood to do it.All i want to do is to enjoy myself during the holidays please.

Today went out with the madrasah friends and it was great.Catch a movie tittled "Coming Soon" i know it's NC16 but i got to watch still, i have my ways (:
After the movie, had lunch at Pasta Mania.Now i'm still full, really ate alot at Pasta Mania and because of that i'm skipping dinner.I can't afford to gain weight even when friends tell me that i'm skinny and i look anaroxic.

After the movie and lunch, headed back to yishun and met up with baby and Amanah.Accompanied both of them for lunch and back home.A whole day out was really tirering but still fun(:

The day never stops, Freda my kindergaten friend text me up asking me did i saw Jannah a few weeks back and did i rolled my eyes at her.I did saw her and i did rolled my eyes at her, so what?Not only that Freda told me that she bitched about me, thats something i don't really wish to know.Now let's get this straight!

Saturday, March 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:44 PM

The weekends and March holidays are here, like finally! But my March holidays are not like holidays, i've got tones of assignment to be done and it is almost every subject i have assignment and it stinks but i know it is for a good cause.Alot of homework means, less time for me to go out and have fun.Besides that, how was your Saturday spent?

My Saturday was just average.Today was extremely cooling because it was raining heavily, but the heavy rain was scary too because of the strong thunder and lightning.Guess what, i actually manage to capture a picture of the lightning.It was really random and shocking for me too.

Scary isn't it? It really looks like electricity and it is rather scary too.This picture was taken in the car on the way to the airport.

Went to the airport to send Cik Enah and her husband to Umrah.Their flight is at 7.30PM but it was delayed all the way till 9.00PM because of the heavy rain.The airport was pack with people who was going to Umrah.My family left the airport at 7.15PM because Cik Enah has already entered.On the way out of the airport mommy, abang and me camwhored :D

From the airport, we had our early dinner at Sempang Bedok because we really didn't know what to do. It was the first time my family ate dinner at 7.50PM, usually my family would have dinner at around 8-9.30PM.

While waitting for the food to arrive, my younger brother (AQMAL) bought a fake moustache and it was seriously hilarious.So my brother and me started to goof with the moustache.Here's a picture of me with the fake moustache and my younger brother too, he really looks like daddy with the moustache.I guess he will grow up to be just like daddy when he gets old. *giggles*
That's all for now, i want to talk on the phone with baby on the phone& HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:27 PM

Currently doing my english summary and i just can't get my braing to concentrate on what i'm suppose to do.Reason because of my headache that has been going on since yesterday and is really killing me and another reason is because of someone who i call "boyfriend"

Just got off the phone with him, we got into an argument which i think is pure dump.The argument happen right after i think that our relationship is getting better and no more argument but i guess my assumption was just pure wrong.

We got into an argument all because of i went online without informing him which actually i didn't.My msn is auto sign in once i on my computer larh like what the hell! He knew i was online and said this " i can't believe you went online without telling me even when you promised". Can you imagine if your boyfriend were to say it to you like almost everytime when you do something wrong by accident.Like hello! NO ONE IS PERFECT!!

This has been happening a lot of time and whenever it happens i always get frustrated but i just have to control my anger.I know i'm a good girlfriend *evil laughs*
But today i just couldn't control my anger and my feelings, i just speak everything out from my mouth and everything that i have been holding back and it seriously felt good and i was happy for myself :D
Even though i spoutted everything out, i still felt bad because some how or rather i know i've hurt him some where in between our convesation.

BABY; what is wrong with you? do you even know when you keep saying "i can't believe you...." and so on it makes me feel guilty and bad.well, i guess you don't even know how i felt because your not me but have you ever thought of how i felt? i guess not too! it sure does make me feel guilty and bad when you said that. and most of the time i'm the one who is giving into you and you know what i mean by GIVING IN but is this what i get in return? i tried so hard to please you and show you how much i appreciate having you in my life but i guess it's worthless because whatever i do you only see the negative side of my doings only. i want us to go back to before!

But school was as usual tirering but funny too. Today's joke between the girls was to chose among three guys "Jason, Jervis an Benedict" who will i chose for Sex, Marriage and Kill.I know it's pure random and you know what i chose? I chose Jason for Sex, Jervis to kill and Benedict for marriage.Sorry guys, this is just for joy and laughter and just to kill time :D

This will be the end of my post, i know this is a long post i know(:

Sunday, March 8, 2009
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Monday, March 2, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:02 PM

Have you ever had a dream where you cried in your sleep? And on the next day, you felt paranoid and tried so hard to stop your dream from happening? Well i just had the worst dream yesterday night and i actually cried in my dream.

My bad dream goes like this............
I dreamt that i was out with baby and elder brother when my parents saw us and dad wasn't happy but mom was ok.When i got home dad started yelling and wacking me and when mum tried to stop, dad started to wack mummy too. After enough of wacking, dad left house and when dad left house my mum together with the rest of my siblings and me went to stay at my grangparents place to be safe.While on the way to my grandparents place, i tried calling baby but baby was avoiding me and that hurt me the most.And because of that, i cried in my dream.

Than i was awaken at 4.30AM in the morning and called baby straight away just to hear his voice to cool me down.Thank god he picked up :D
Baby cooled me down by saying "baby, i'll never leave you and i'll stand by you" Those words cool be down instantly and i went back to sleep and so did baby.Sorry baby for waking you up early in the morning and distrubting your rest when we were extremely tired.

BABY; thanks for answering my phone call in the morning and comforting me.iloveyou truck lots and please don't go from me.