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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:36 PM "GOODBYE 2009 & WELCOME 2010! "  I know that i have abonded my blog for some time.Sorry darlings.It's just that i have been very this few days and going home extremely tired and not to forget i'm still not feeling well after a few weeks of coughing and sore throat.Instead, i'm getting worse and i have to say it's a sucky feeling. And before i start to do a proper update filled with pictures and i have to say this time my blog will be really WORDY.I have to say pardon me for my cocky picture up there.I just feel like updating it for fun,joy and laughter and yes i'm a happy girl now.That picture up there was taken on Tuesday night when i met up with the dearest.Tuesday was actually my last day of work and ofcourse, i got my pay too.And on that day, we actually planned to catch a movie but the movie we wanted to watch were selling fast and so we had a change of plans.Instead of movies, we actually had popeyes for dinner.And i have to say the dinner was actually a memorable one for me.We actually had dinner under the stars (loving loving gitu), but sadly there wasn't any stars that time. So,today is the eve of New Year and here i am at home instead of going out.But it's ok, dearest is also at home so atleast i got friend.Plus, i just reached home at 8 or 9 something with elder brother but now elder brother went out again for countdown.Elder brother and i actually went out to do some shopping at Town but in the end, i'm the only one who shopped and shockingly i only spend $30 altogher. As promised, here are few of pictures taken during the time i went to singapore idol.This are only a few, there are actually more but i'm just plain lazy to be updating all of it.The rest will all just be in my facebook.So,check it out if you want too. So, since 2010 is coming in about a few more minutes lets do some flask back on 2009 and than the new year resolution? 2009 had been a tough ride for me.Filled with all kinds of drama.But i have to say, 2009 has actually been great too.Because i have actually gain more experience and learned to be a better person and to top all of it, i've found dearest and i've officially fallen head over heels for him (sweetkan) And 2010 resolution be that i hope to be a much better person, excel in life and for the whole world to have peace (: I think the more i update the more merepek i get.I'm actually watching TV while updating my blog at the very same time so that explains the merepekness in my blog.And i already know what school am i going and i'm going to be schooling in ITE Simei in Integrated Logistic Management and i'm starting school this Monday! Till than people, i'm done updating and welcome 2010!
Monday, December 28, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:01 PM I'm currently at work now and doing a short update.I just thought of doing a little short update now because i'm bored and i want to unbore myself.I'm bored because i've completed all my work (for now) and left work less (:
I have to say that i'm really sleepy at work today and i woke up with puffy eyes.No.. i didn't cry myself to sleep last night.I'm having puffy eyes because of lack of sleep.I slept only at 1 reaching 2 last night if i'm not mistaken and woke up at around 5.30AM reaching 6AM.And i have to say thanks to dearest for being my alarm clock for the extreme first time and forcing me to get out of bed and straight to showers when i was still on my bed planning to only hit the showers at 6.15AM. And the reason why i slept really late was because i got home pretty late last night.I actually went to catch Singapore Idol live at the indoor stadium together with dearest,friends and my younger brother. I had a great time spend together with dearest.OFCOURSE! time spent with dearest will always and mostly be great (jangan kemband bie).I'll upload the pictures of yesterday when i get back home.Well, it also depends if i'm in a mood to update again or you'll just have to stay tune for a later update *evil laughs* I'll update more when i get back home and pray that i will have the mood to do another update with yesterdays' pictures in it ok.Pray hard people ((:
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:19 AM  Good morning world! It's 1.30AM now and instead of getting the rest that i need, here i am updating my blog and dearest is asking me to get my rest real soon.And being the stubborn me, i'll never fail to negotiate and go against what he says ((: Ouh well, but before i get my rest and be a good girlfriend and listen to him let me a short update.YES! it's the long holidays and i have to say i'm loving my long holidays.My long holidays started of Thursday.So that mean,Thursday and Friday i didn't have to work and i can wake up as late as i want.You don't know how much i miss waking up late.Now, let my short update be told. THURSDAY; I had a boring one actually but never the less, it was still alright.Went to EXPO with the family and trust me it was extremely boring.My parents actually dragged my siblings and i along to expo to see the DJs of Warna/Ria and it was at some wedding and food expo.It simply boring! But when we first entered the expo and i saw wedding concepts at the entrance i asked that why were we even here and his answer was this "carikkan kau mak andam arh biar kahwin cepat" NONSENSE right.. well, that's my father. FRIDAY; My aunts and uncles came over to my place together with my little cousins.I love it when ever my little cousins come to my place.We played bowling, they swam and played WII like crazy people.And at night i accompanied my little cousins to play with my neighbours outside the house.My neighbours are really adorable both are girls and they are aged 4 and 2.  This chubby little girl down here is my neighbour.Adorable isn't she?So chubby and she is only 4 but she speaks good English and she can speak German too.Hahs, her dad is a German of course.  And this little baby is HAZIQ.The latest addition to the family.Don't do much for now, the only thing he does is sleep.Like ofcourse his only 1MONTH.  Today, the family and i went JB to walk around and have dinner.But i have to say the journey to JB and back from JB is bad, ofcourse it's because of the jam.Hahs, i'm such a complain queen ((:I guess that will be all for now.I'm heading of to bed now as i already promised dearest that i will not be sleeping too late.(see i'm such a good gf) Ouh! and did i mention i've got 8tickets for Singapore Idol from mum and all the 8tickets are all to myself but on one condition, i have to bring my youngest brother.Condition tak condition, i still have 8tickets with my and dearest is going with me and a few of his friends too!! ((: Ok i'm officially done now, goodnight all.Sleep tight.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:02 PM Today had a little blast of time with family.Had breakfast+lunch=brunch with family at Suntec Swensens.As we celebrated mum's birthday today and ofcourse and obviously, it's mum's birthday.
After getting our stomachs filled, we headed to ausino to get bed sheets.Sadly, i didn't get mine as nothing really catches my eye and even those that cought my eyes actually went out of stock.(totally not my day).From Aussino, we headed to E-Fair or something like that at the convention hall.And that was where i became a happy girl for awhile (: Why i was happy is because, after so long that i have been wanting a DSLR.FINALLY TODAY! i bought myself a Camera DSLR.Ofcourse elder brother and i will have to share the cost of the camera together.Parent's aren't paying because elder brother and i are already working and so we will have to start to learn to manage our expenses and pay for what we want.(bummer)But on the sad note, i didn't manage to bring back the camera today as it went out of stock and the stock will come in around 2 to 4 weeks time.Never mind, i'll just have to wait (: Once i got home, i started to print pictures to fill up the frame i bought yesterday with family and i teared looking at one picture i printed.I'll explain later.There will be 2 pictures of my room.A little preview of my room, i'll put more pictures up when my room is in a better shape and less messy. I would like to share about this small section of my room that has become my most favourite place in my room.This is the place where i sit to clear my mind by looking out the window and also the place where i sat and cry when i feel troubled or facing with challenges.For example,my current argument now.This place is where i'll mostly spend my time.This small section of my room is the place that witnessed my tears falling and the only section of my room that i feel extremely calm thanks to the scenery and water sounds outside.  Back to explaining why i actually teared and than cried when i decided to print this once picture.At the top there is a row of pictures now, this bottom is the zoomed in. I cried ofcourse after printing the picture of me and dearest.WHY?because i just miss him too much right up to the extend that i just can't put into words and to the extend that i actually cried.WEIRD MUCH?That's me.I'm the weirdest and most sensitive girl on earth.I cried because i just miss him so much and it's been days since our last meet up and it would be difficult for us to be meeting up any sooner.Thanks to my working schedule and my strict family.And to make things worse, we're arrguing for nearly a day already and nothing seems to get better instead it's getting worse.I just hate it.For those who knows how it feels i'm sure you'll understand my situation now. DEAR; i know i'm nowhere near perfect and i know that i'm the reason for this huge argument we're having now. i know i should have think properly before i acted but now everything is just too late.the argument gets bigger and bigger by tick of time.i don't think sorry will make things go right.i don't think dreadfully sorry will make any difference either.but i just want you to know that the words i said and the actions i made was all due to my self-centeredness and the fear that my history will repeat.i should have known well enough that i should stop fearing the worse but somethings just can't be helped.i don't intend for this argument to continue any further and obviously i want it to end as soon as possible.to sum this up,baby i love you and i sure do miss you alot.and when will our next meet up be, god knows when. Last blogged @ 12:22 AM  Firstly i'm not in any stable position now.I'm freakishly fragile now and i can cry any minute.WAIT! i'm actually doing it right now.I'm actually letting my emotions run wild in my head and fearing the worst things that anything can happen in my relationship.No intention to share here, it's my private life story.Only between me and dearest.But i just to say this to dearest here and for those who wants to read have fun reading. DEAREST; i noe i'm freakishly self centered at times and all those negative things you can think off i'm sure there's too many to list it down here.but suddenly it seems like history is repeating itself and i'm fearing the worse that can happen.just to sum this up, i'm dreadfully sorry :( Alright back to my update.It won't be long as my mind isn't really funcitoning well.All i want to do is just sit on my bed with the lights off and cry.Yes i cry when no one's looking.Call me a cry baby for all i care.It's what i do best and this may sound weird but after crying it kind off make me feel better.As many people know, i'm pretty fragile and sensitive and i tend to cry even over the slightest thing. I won't be updating regularly as i'm busy with work and once i get home i'll be too lazy to update my blog and a little tired too.Wait! not a little actually extremely tired.Even working in the office is also tirering alright. So, i've gotten my "N" results and it was actually above expectations.I thought i would be getting 19 and would be failing maths but thank god i got a 16 and i passed my maths.YES! I PASSED MY MATHS! for the extreme first time of my secondary school life.So, to where will i be heading after my "N" you may ask.I'll be going up to higher nitec instead of sec5.Yes, i was given the choice to go up to sec5 but i still want to go Higher Nitec.As i'm afraid i won't be doing well in sec5. I'm done updating here.My mind is blank now and i'm crying like there is no tomorrow.Ouh and to my dearest avid reader i'll talk about my room and post pictures up real soon.I've yet to complete unpacking my stuff and reorganising everything and my room is still not fully decorated.So, hold on yeah.And to end my post, let me show you my dearest cousin ADREANA who never fails to make me smile when she comes to visit.She's my adorable little munchkin that i love so much and she is actually wearring my shades.YES! my little vainpot 
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:10 AM  HAPPY ONE MONTHSARY LOVE! Yes, i'll be meeting dearest after work tomorrow (i hope) And we met up today.Well, just a short meet up.Had dinner and parted. Stay tune for more updates (:
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:31 PM  Today is an another fun day filled with smiles and laughter.And ofcourse i met up with dearest today again (:Dearest picked me up from my place and we went to Tampines and it was only 12plus.Well , we went to Tampines because i had lunch plans with the friends that i performed with at 1pm.But last minute when i left house received text from Hafiz saying that he had to delay to the time to 2 or 3.And so since dearest and i didn't know where to go,what to do we went to J.Co Donuts to fill our empty stomachs.As both of us were freakishly hungry and we didn't have breakfast at all.We sat at J.CO Donuts and ofcourse we had a few donuts and a drink and a long talk (: Cukop time dearest and i made our move to meet up with the rest at Macdonalds and to wait for those who have not arrive.And from there,we made our move to our lunch destination which was "RASA 21" and it's actually not that far from my place.It's actually only 1 stop away.    After lunch everyone headed to my place with one extra person, MUN.Ouh wait! i don't think i have introduce the people in those pictures up there.Basically, the picture with two guys are Hafiz & Shamil.The next two is Ayu & Mus.Follow up ofcourse me & dearest.And those are the poeple that dearest and i had lunch with and also my new found friends (: And like i mentioned, after lunch everyone headed to my place as we didn't know where to go.So,back to my place for a 2hour game of bowling.We played from around 5pm till reaching 7pm.It was a great game filled with laughter ofcourse and i have to say, Hafiz was the funniest (:    Enough of blogging.I'm done for now and i want to chat with the dearest now, i'm already missing him too much and i know you miss me too kan bie? (:
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:56 PM  Yes that on top is ofcourse my beloved darling, Muzhaffar.Sekali sekale larh ehk letak gambar die in the beginning of my post.Bolehkan bie? (:And yes, i met up with up dearest today.We met up at East Point than lunch and than took the bus back to my condo.By taking the public bus which stops at the bus stop it is actually really far for me to walk to my condo.As my condo is really far in and to add on the weather was scorching hot but pretty windy. We didn't go anywhere today.We just stayed at my place.We stayed in the Games Room as i had some school work to be done and needed dearest to help me out.Than from the Games Room, we went to the so called rooftop of the function room and talked and do a little of work and munched on food. Overall, my day today is well spent.Like ofcourse, i spent my day with my dearest and spending time with dearest is always the best.But while dearest and i was on the rooftop talking,laughing,eatting and camwhoring, i received a text message from Mira.When i read the text message, i was saddened and shocked at the same time. Reason is because, someone who i know has actually died and his none other than Ramdan.What was the cost of his death you may ask.I don't wish to reveal it here.I'm sure the people who know Ramdan and the people who got the news earlier than me will know exactly what happened.I was shocked upon knowing his death but i couldn't do anything but to pray that he will rest in peace. Let me share a little something about Ramdan here so that people will atleast know what type of person Ramdan is.And what he means to me atleast. RAMDAN; a 17 year old teenager who was once a boyfriend of mine a few years back.the relationship we had wasn't strong and obviously it didn't last.but even though it didn't last due to some reasons here and there, ramdan was still a good person and a good boyfriend for me before.yes we bicker and argue alot but still there was one thing he did for me that touched me so deeply.he had a routine to send and pick me up from tuition before.but there was once when it was raining heavily and i didn't expect him to be picking me up but i was wrong.once i ended tuition and went out,there he was in front of the door totally drenched and waiting to send me home safely.but when i told him my parents were picking me up instead, he didn't make a big fuss out of it.instead, he gave me a kiss on the forehead and said "text me once your home" and than walked in the rain back home.of course i felt pretty guilty and at fault as i should have informed him at the very first place but thankfully he was ok with it.basically,what i intend to say is that yes ramdan may look a little matrep well that is what he is but still, he is a human and he deserves to be remembered for the good things he has done.so let us all pray for ramdan to rest in peace and may his family have the strength after losing one of their love one. I'm done here so let me just end my post with pictures taken with dearest today.So, sit back and enjoy the pictures darlings ((:     "learn to love and appreciate the people around you,
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:28 PM I'm back to do a proper update.BUT! it might be pretty lengthy so stay if you intend to read and leave if you don't intend too.Because either you stay or leave, it doesn't make any difference because my tagboard seems extremely dead.And some people just read and leave my blog without even tagging.
Now back to updates.Like i mention in my earlier post, my Friday was a blast and i don't intend to forget.Reason is because i went to Mediacorp again after such a long time to catch a concert again.Well, it's not an invited ticket it's just a normal ticket but what the heck.Concert is still a concert and dearest was the one who got the tickets.And yes i catched RHAPSODI with dearest. We met up in the evening at my void-deck(grandmother's house).YES! he actually picked me up from my place for the very first time.Because usually, we would meet up at Causeway Point and than straight to our destination.But on that day entah ape angin masok dalam die but nevermind i like (: Than we proceeded to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with Acap.Well, it was supposed to be a so called "double date" but it didn't happen.So instead, one of their guy friend came at such a shot notice and he was Shafiq (sorry if wrong spelling).After meeting up, we took the bus to reach the destination and they kept asking me on where to stop.And due to my cleverness, we actually missed 3bus stops.In the end, we walked back to the nearest bus stop and than took the bus and than cabbed to Mediacorp.As you know Mediacorp in on a hill and it isn't safe for me to be walking there at 7.Yes i know i was with dearest and his 2guy friends but still it isn't that safe for me to be walking there at 7PM. Overall, my Friday was a blast.OUH! and dearest and me actually laughed when Kunjung started to sing the song "Lucky".Don't get me wrong, she sang really good.We laughed because i actually sang the song during the charity performance at NUH.     And my weekends made me extremely tired.Reason is because, i just shifted house! YEAH!! Now, i'm in SIMEI and i have yet to explore this place.Plus, my new room colour is HOT PINK cool isn't it.No pictures of my room because my room is still in a mess and not fully decorated.I promise to upload pictures of my cool room once it's all neat and tidy and fully decorated.When will that be? I myself not that sure (:"everyone deserves second chances. but however, those chances aren't suppose to be taken for granted"
Monday, December 7, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:19 AM  I have got alot to share and alot to tell.I'll share more really really soon maybe the next post?I'm kind of busy, tired and weak now.But for now, let me briefly share with you what have been going on for this few days and in the next post i promise to elaborate more.FRIDAY is the day that i had a blast and a day i don't really intend to forget. Met up with babylove in the evening and than with his friends at Ang Mo Kio and than we proceded to Mediacorp to watch RHAPSODI and got home pretty late but baby got home much later than me.LIKE DUHH!! he sends me home safely first. SATURDAY,SUNDAY the day that made me feel extremely tired. I have officially mmoved to my new place at Simei and now i officially have my own room with my own attached toilet! My new place is known as SAVANNAH CONDO.Will elaborate more again in the next post. MONDAY I'm extremely weak.Having flu,bad sore throat until i could barely speak properly but still i'm when.I've been extremely tired for this past few days.And i need my rest too so i can recover going out with the family later on to Johor to do some errands and get some household items. That will be all, will be elaborating more on the next post and the next post will be god knows faster.Till than babies.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:40 PM  My Thursday is a boring boring thursday.And boring is spelt with a capital B-O-R-I-N-G.Now, that shows how bored i was at home.Pity me anyone? I spend like most of my time at home.The only time i went out was when i just woke up from my sleep and accompanied my youngest aunt to yishun for awhile to do some errands.We went to Singapore post to collect some letters.Than, went to Northpoint to get some lunch and to buy some baby stuffs. And my youngest aunt just know what is my favourite cookie and she knows that it has been some time since i ever had cookies.So, she bought for me 200g of cookies from Famous Amous and all of that is mine.But basically and obviouslly i did share with the people at home and i didn't finish it one go.I'm not greedy alright plus i can't be having too much chocolate at one go or i'll get extremely extremely hyper like nobodys' business. Basically, i spend my day facing the laptop and the tv for nearly the whole day.And i am sure if this routine is going to last, i'm sure to gain alot of weight and be fat real soon.Because i eat and sit and i don't even perspire a little. Ok i know this is an extremely boring post.But it can't be helped, i didn't go out today except for accompanying youngest aunt to do her errands and that's all.Besides, that nothing happen today.So, i'm out now i've got better things to do like eatting my cookies and watch tv.And i can't wait for tomorrow.Meeting dearest tomorrow and we're gonna catch RHAPSODY together.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:59 PM  Today was another day spent with the dearest.Eventhough i met him in the afternoon, i'm already missing him to bits and pieces already. (feeling btol) And so, i met up with the dearest around 12 at Causweway Point as usual.Than we took the bus to yishun.WOW! it's been so long since i ever step foot at yishun.Ok, back to my story.We went to yishun because i wanted to make an ATM card and i needed someone to accompany me.And since, dearest isn't schooling today he accompanied me to do my card. After the ATM card was done, dearest thought me how to deposit and cash out.Yes how dump can i be until i need someone to teach me that.And being the lazy me, i actually asked dearest to do it for me and his answer was "do it yourself,learn how to be independent". Yes i know i'm a little slow and i'm not that independent.So what? tk susahkan sape-sape pe (: Sesudah itu,we had lunch walked around Northpoint and not much change actually.When i actually thought there would be a major change in Northpoint after some time not coming down to yishun (cheat my feeling betol) And from Yishun,we took the bus back to Woodlands.Sit, talk, walk and bumped into people that i didn't intend or plan to see but thankfully they didn't approach me and i didn't approach them.Cukop time, bid our goodbyes and back to home sweet home. OUH OUH! i might be shifting to my new house on Saturday, if not on pon on Monday.Either one of those days but whatever it is, i'm still excited and i can't wait to move into the new house.And to add on my excitement, i just learn how to twit via phone and it's all thanks to my darling JASLYN.Yeah, maybe it's slow or late for me to like know it.But i just learn something new! ((: And from now on, i can twit via phone when i'm out.Cool right cool right?!? I think that is enough for today.It's time for me to go to bed.So, goodnight people,sleep tight.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:13 PM "i laugh,i smile for the family but it's all an act"  I'm just updating my blog to let some emotions out.Maybe by doing a short update, i might have some peace in my mind.Currently updating my blog and crying like an idiot, chatting with dearest online and telling him every single thing.And last but not least, my headached is acting up on me now and it's really hurting real bad.Yes your reaction will be. "she's crying and updating her blog?!? WTH" Yeah so what, i'm a cry baby i was like this ever since young and it can't be changed. So what?!Is it bothering you people who is reading my blog? If it is, trust me i don't give two shits about it. So, today met up with dearest at Tampines and trained down to Orchard.Is it down or up? Ouh whatever it is we still took the train to Orchard.We had to go to Orchard because there is a bus that brings us to the place where i am going for my interview.Yes, dearest accompanied me for my interview which was like really really far and we were lost for awhile in trying to find the place.And, i had my interview with Go Go Bambini.It is actually like a play room for kids. SHOCKINGLY! i got the job upon the first interview.Shocking much. But i won't be working there as parents actually kind of disagree in me working there.There are resons i don't intend to expose it here.And only dearest knows everything.I mean everything from the start to the end. And while i was at the dinning table mum told grandad she saw an animal climbing the mini tree infront of the house.When grandad went out it was actually a mini monkey on the lose.Grandad captured the monkey and wanted to call SPCA but the neighbour said it belong to someone.So, we waitted for the owner to come and take it back home.Now, look at the pictures, it's so damn adorable.      That will be all for now.I'm going to be talking with the dearest for hours now.Goodnight & Sleep tight lovelies.Don't let the bed bugs bite. |
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