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Sunday, January 31, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:07 PM  I don't feel good right now.All i feel like doing is just to sit at any corner and just stare out the window and try to let my mind go blank.But eventhough how hard i try, i can't seem to let my mind go blank.There is bound to be things popping up in my head.The things that once was so right is beginning to go so bad.From family, relationship and the list goes on.Too many things to handle, to many things face, to many things to adapt and i'm feeling out of place.I hate this feeling and i hate what i'm going through now.But things just can't be helped right, life isn't full of rainbows and butterflies and happy endings.That's just in fairytales, but can you imagine if life is just full of rainbows and butterflies and there isn't such things as problem, hatred, stress or anything.I think i would be the happiest girl on earth.But too bad, things like that doesn't come true :( I know i'm just simply crapping but I've got no where else to go but my blog for now.Oh god, please guide me the way and please let everything go back to the way they were once before.I'm not strong enough to handle anymore of the challenges that i'm facing now. To my most precious and beloved parents and family; "mummy daddy please start talking. there just isn't any live in the house anymore. i miss those family time we spent together. To my most precious and beloved boyfriend; "baby, i'm sorry for everything and anything i've done. everything seems to be falling out of place for us. i don't know what to say or what to do now. but i know that i miss u & i miss the way we used to be." |
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 Nur Amalina Roslee; LYNN est. 201093; 18 yet so aimless Mum's precious diamond & Dad's little girl I'm hard to please & i hurt people alot I'm nice but i can be pretty nasty at times chocolates & ice-creams brings me JOY i'm not perfect and so are you_|_ TAGBOARD
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