Saturday, January 7, 2012
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It may be late but it's better to be late then never. So here it goes, WELCOME 2012!!
So, how did you celebrate your countdown? Did you get kisses under the fireworks? Found love on New Years? Quality time with friends/family? Share it with me I would love to know. As for me, I celebrated my countdown a little different. People go to crowded places but for me I went away from the crowd. My family and I went to Yio Chu Kang Stadium for some religious talk instead of crowded places for countdown. A little different but it was a nice experience as I got closer to god and it was really a nice feeling. Try it sometime (:

So, it's the New Year. NEW YEARS RESOLUTION ANYONE? I don't really have a New Years Resolution cause I feel that if you want to change or achieve something you don't need a New Year to do that you can do that anytime you want. Agree with me anyone? Before we start looking forward for a New Year, Let's reflect a little on 2011 shall we? On how much we have grown and what we have been through and all.

2011.
A year filled with happiness, sadness and joy at the same time and a year I fell in and out of love.First up, I've ended my 2years relationship.Broken very much broken and got back into the love game months later. Found someone who brought something in me out that I never thought I could do and I'm very much thankful for it. However, that relationship didn't last.It was just a momentary thing but I am very much affected with it and still in the healing process up till now.I allowed someone I barely knew to walk into my life took a part of me,trusted him with my fragile heart and allowed him to crush it into a thousand and one pieces.A mistake I wouldn't do no more, and with that, I've become the girl I am today. A girl who can be a heartless monster at times, a girl who lies to people about her feelings but hurting so much on the inside.

For 2012.
I want to be a stronger girl then I was in 2011.Heal fully from the heartbreak and take up new challenges in life. I want to excel in my studies and have a brighter future. So, I'm planning to enter Poly with the course of my choice (hoping). Get a part-time job for extra pocket money and learn how to be a responsible human with my expenses and not only that, I want to complete my car license before the end of 2012 and I'll work hard for it.

Mummy Daddy, I'll try my ultimate best to make you proud of me once more. I know you are still disappointed in me with what happened last year but I promise I'll make you proud of me one day that's for sure. To YOU, you know what happened and how my family has been treating me and you left just like that how do you think i feel with everything on my shoulders.Going through everything all by myself. SCREW YOUR EGO & YOUR PRIDE SERIOUSLY!

That's it folks, till more updates and school will be starting this coming Monday. Time for me to step up my game and work hard for my finals pull my GPA up and enroll for poly with the course of my choice. Till next time beauties, xoxo lynn